Sunday, June 29, 2008

Me and my pity party

I've been sick and just not quite right for weeks. My workouts have sucked and I'm praying that I can still somehow pull off this 50k in three weeks. I keep searching for inspiration, motivation...and all I keep finding is my bed. I don't care whether its emotional shit or physical shit that keeps zapping my energy...all I know is that I kinda suck ass right now. I want this video to magically fix me-because the message sounds so familiar at this point. My excuses now have excuses. Who fuckin' knows...

7 comments:

Viv said...

Is there going to be alcholic beverages at this pity party?

Love ya, babe! Hope the little time away gives you back your mojo so you can pull off the best
BT50K!

Bob said...

Love the video!

It's frustrating when you're going through it, but we've all been there . . .

You'll be back stronger than ever - I know it!

Chef Bill Bailey said...

I think you need to focus on the food that's going to be dished up at the BT50K:)
Also there is a very cool motivational YOUTUBE video on Vertical Runners website I think you should watch.
Get well soon.

Chef Bill

Sensationally Red said...

I thought you looked very pale the other day. I really think you need a full blood work up. The emotional stuff doesn't make it easy either, but I've got an inkling it must be something physical. Maybe anemia? Wishing you the best.

Jen said...

Maria! Haven't seen you in a while, wanted to say hello. You are my running IDOL, and you can do this.

You've done th BT50K before and you can do it again. C'mon girl! And I echo visiting the doc for a physical.

DaisyDuc said...

Best of luck lady! See ya out there at the 50K!

Brett S. said...

Great seeing you yesterday and good job getting in the full 10 miles. I think the Muddy Paws is probably the best mini BK50k there is. Even the downhill pine lane.