Me and my pity party

I've been sick and just not quite right for weeks. My workouts have sucked and I'm praying that I can still somehow pull off this 50k in three weeks. I keep searching for inspiration, motivation...and all I keep finding is my bed. I don't care whether its emotional shit or physical shit that keeps zapping my energy...all I know is that I kinda suck ass right now. I want this video to magically fix me-because the message sounds so familiar at this point. My excuses now have excuses. Who fuckin' knows...